Tuesday, November 22, 2011
heyy people. i've been up and down here nd there doing my thing! i have been on a spending spree since yesterday with my coursemates who i have begun to get really close to the sweetie mannie and the miss cheeky nickie.. just been buyn and shoppng it has been fun though. but i need a job asap to make up for the money i have blown. so friday/saturday was something else. slept in an unkown person's house all in the name of working late got delayed and all. it was an ushering kinda job. but atleast i made my money but felt really bad about the delAY. Some guy whom we left our purse in hi car booth went off nd came back abt 1am so i couldnt go back home. i was so pissed. dad was really mad too. but its all good . went for naughty boy's listening party and had a nice time on the beach with my friends and made new ones and even romantic intrests.. which sprut out of a little alcoholish blurry wild moment in tthe backseat and now this guy says he is in love! but i only love halcyon.. let me rephrase that. im only in love with halcyon i may love some but definitely not mr oluwaT whom i jus started talking to on sunday and by yesterday he was professing love for me.. what happened to n'no strings attached'?? seriously! such an emo.. a lot of people are on my neck..its just crazy but im not bothered i have other things on my mind.. like passing my in course test coming up next week. im involved in so may social activities but somehow.. i am convinced i cant fail cuz i know i am not dull... on sunday i have to prech in the adult church scary or what..!!! lots on ma mind right now.wedding on saturdAY.. studying.. money.. boys.. God will make me bigger sha. amen peace out i had a fun day. even went to oluwaT's for his b day nd he told ppl i am his girlfriend smh someone i have only seen 2wks earkier and started talking to about 48hrs ago.. i am in trouble.. so fom shopping to beachparties to wild beach moments to latenight jobs... i still remain yours truly honey ricci.. the girl on the move.. who is currently tired of typing right now. stay blessed a nd wish me best of luck
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
hello world. i know i haven't posted in ages! but here i a m again... my life has been one big bolt of uranian electricity after the other! new characters, new places.. I've met new people situations... it's been fun! I'm finally in med school started lectures, dissecting cadavers and the like.. lab coats nose masks formalin etc etc etc.. trying to adjust to my new life over there. The holiday was so fun and i achieved a lot and improved myself as a model and met with the right people and u know... its been a really good start. i know i am gonna get there.. THE TOP. i met a very sweet friend Flaks and we did most of the exploits together and she flowed well with my old friends and we were one big happy family.... from video shoots to chilling @ the movies it has been me and my Flaks... my wifey as i call her.. i love her so much. i met some certain naughty boys also and one of them has left me in a dreamy state even till now.. but we are gonna get back to than soon enough.. halcyon was not really around during the hols you know and there were lots of trying and sexual frustration and even heartache. but nothing so serious..(who am i kidding.. his absence was making me lose my mind!!!) he didnt really seem to relate though... now i see him more often but not always anyways. a lot of experimenting was also done.. and i did some things i am not so proud of too and am sure halcyon wouldn't want to hear about but i am a woman of little regrets its all part of life. right now im just being myself tryna keep it real. being more ambitious than ever i feel i can do anything and there is no stopping me... i think more of the future these days.. and avoid limitations. i think of myself as a woman of purpose who didn't just come to this planet to take space.. i wanna make a difference.. make a change. i have a lot on my mind. im getting involved with a lot of activities these days. i sit nd think about ways of being productive.. i aint gat time for iranu.. i am strong and independent and i will overcome all that life throws at me.. be it steeple chase tests, pbls, in course, modelling opportunities and evn poor health. i recently had a minor accident that affected my ankle but im glad im gonna be alright. i just want to be in good shape physically, mentally, physiologically and spiritually. even materially.. paper chasing is my standby mode at the moment.. money is essential and i am not to young to think about all these.... so help me God
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
hello once again world! Well lets seee... I've checked my result, and i am indeed going to medical school only i wont be entering for medicine and surgery (my dream course which i worked my butt off for of course) but physiotherapy..200 level straight up. What can i say, just to thank my God i wasn't dropped off or something. The scar from the first semester still came back to haunt me at the end of the day. I had a bad orientation, didn't manage my time well, and took things too freely. Like i was still in high school you know. I say 'I'm smart, a four point will come automatically, i'll get A's in the courses i claim to know and B's or C's in the physics and maths'. Yeah right! I never knew that this was a whole new ball game and it didn't help that i was constantly deceived by those who i thought were my friends.. But all that is over now. Diploma is over. No point crying over spilt milk. Speaking of which i am actually happy! Like really happy. I played hard ball second semester and it paid off! I got close to a first class this semester! And the cgpa (average) was impressive still. I actually tell everyone its a first class i got this past semester because to me, it is. I worked hard and Halcyon had a big role 2 play. I was emotionally stable thanks to him you know. I didn't need to prove anything to anyone my mind was focused on this one wonderful guy. We studied together, had all the fun together and i did it. I got the four point i truly deserve and i am so proud of myself believe me! That's why i am happy. Glory be to God! He sees everything you do. I learnt one lesson this semester... Hardwork pays off! At least it works for me! I won't let anyone trick me into thinking otherwise never again. If you want it, work for it, pray for it do the right thing.. You are sure as hell not going to regret it! I met my target.... It was jus fate that the cut off had to be increased for obvious reasons. Halcyon got mbbs and am so happy for him. As for me, i'm gonna take on physiotherapy and kill it. If thats what God wants me to do so be it. I'm trying for medicine again though, just protocol since i already wrote jamb in case i didn't make it to 200 level so i would do post utme. But really i dont seriously want to go back to year 1 and go through all that stress again. I'd rather just move foward but as my dad said 'try the two and pray about it!' God know best anyways. I just thank Him for not putiing me to shame and instead shaming the Devil in my life. God is good seriously, i might not say this often but its true. Just try it for once, put your trust in Him.. He never fails.. I'm a living testimony of that.. ;)
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
hello worrld... wats going on! well, i am finally free. am through with exams! it was wonderful. just chilling for the results now..which will hopefully be good. Another good news bloggers! i'm not prego! And never was! lol.. it was a false alarm and i knew that.. :D. Anyways, i just wanted 2 chip in today. I am not really in the artistic mood today.. had a nice one week stay in school before i came home. spent it with ma sweetest Halcyon.. Who i am currently missing terribly.. this is someone i spent most, what am i saying, ALL of my time with this past semester. we were like husband and wife.. i practically lived with him.. ate with him, slept with him, read with him.. we complete eachother.. i feel empty when he's nt around..:( he's d best i eva had. i feel im finally in love like real love.. And i'm 100% sure this boy is in love with me! what else am i looking for? i feel blessed! he rily changed my life in ways i cnt imagine especially after d bad romance i had before him.. And academically also.. i just love him.. really much... we quarrel alot and i get frustrated. it all it takes is one smile or touch.. And i melt. NO ONE.. i mean NO NONE.. has ever made me feel like that.. i jus hope we can fight all factors and limitations and stick together.. im tired of changing boyfriends and all that.. i know someone is reding this and chuckling saying 'you've only just begun' lol. wadya expect i am only 18.. but i'm willing 2 be among those few that actually find their true love on time.. i dont wanna let go. its been almost 5 months its not easy dating me.. we've seen the worst and best in eachother.. he has seen me at my worst and he still loves me.. i just hope he doesnt turn out to be a bastard.. but i trust him enough and is so close to him to at least vouch for him.. That will be all for now.. ciao..
Sunday, June 19, 2011
hello world... Wow.. Long tym no post! Nt my fault nyway.. If i had my pc or if ma fone hasnt bn stolen or i havent had 2 deal with unilag's bad network, perhaps i myt be blogging mur frequently... Iv been rily bizi also... From practicals 2 assignments.. To friends.. Boyfrieennd... Hmmn yeahh n much mur. We thhank God nyways. I have just 2 weeks left 2 complete ma dip programme afta dat im nt gna be doing nytn 4 d nxt 6mnths... Yeah.. Tempting nd dreadful @ d same tym.. Bt ryt nw der r mur pending issues.. 2weeks 2 d end, also means 1wk 2 2nd semester exams.. Yeah.. D results determine weda im goin off 2 med sch nxt year or nt so dats sum serious isht ryt ere... Worsening d whole tension is dt ryt naw... I feel PREGNANT!! Yeah im freakin out ere.. Afta indulging in a careless unpland 4 unprotected sex abt 3wks ago, i nd ma sweet bf halcyon have been havn panic attackss! It doesn't help dt hes such a nervous virgo.. D guy is evn mur scared dn i am! Gosh.. Im avn symptoms bt i dnt knw weda its ma wild imaginatn or sumtn.. I min i wasnt evn ovulating nd halcyon is abt 90% sure he ddnt cum insyd me cuz he withdrew bt i dnt knw guys... Ma whole medical carrreer! Aargh! Bt wat d hell.. Im defnitely nt prego.. Nah nah cant be..(hopefully).. Its all in ma head... Av begd God for 4giveness nyways.. Nd we av agreed nt 2 indulge in such nymur.. I hope so.. Friends! Ds is wer i say gudbye.. Pray dt all will be well.. Mwah
Thursday, March 10, 2011
hello, world... Finali gt ma blogger's boost.. Av bin so tired. From tests to exams.. Overnite reading. Damn! Education in this country isnt easy . Our papers wer nt spaced.. Seven courses in 5days.. No sleep sum tyms i find maslf sleepn during a paper. Definitely, they dnt want us to pass.. Nt gonna work 4 me dou.. Then d gud part comes. Afta xams, 1wk of flexing, getting drunk, making out nd goin 2 d movies.. It was maad! Evn got me a new boifriend. Halcyon... (nt ril name) ma ex effd up big tym. Broke up with me a week after havn me in his bed with a sily xcuse... Nd thru a text too.. He expectd me 2 beg im 2 cum bak. Gave im d shock of his life by replyn im wv ma own gudbye... He doesnt knw i dnt av tym 2 waste! Other better guys wer w8n in line.. D loser i loved so much despite 'the whole world' was against us... Nd i wasnt gaining ANYTHING from him.. Just ma luv n he threw it bak @ ma face.. He didnt know that 'ma luv is too "electric" to have thrown bak in ma face'. Its his loss.. Which is y i wasnt suprisd wen he came begging two weeks l8r... Kneeling down.. Begging! Wel, i cant go back. He neva deservd a gurl lyk me... I rily lyk my new guy.. But am not exactly friends with romance now.. Im jus going wt d flow... Am thankful God gvs me so mch strength. Not all girls cn handle exams and break up..
Anyways am back home on break. Bored but u trust me.. Am always on the move..;-D muuah! Luv y'al
Anyways am back home on break. Bored but u trust me.. Am always on the move..;-D muuah! Luv y'al
Sunday, January 30, 2011
My life has been full of activity. My photo session was 2 weeks ago and i've signed my contract with roses and pearls. My exams are in 3 weeks and i've moved into school which have been fun.. I pray 2 God that i get very high grades in this 1st semester exams. I've been studying alot but its still not easy. But i know i will pass because God will not put you in some situation that will overcome you. He will give you the strength.. I have to pass, low grades is not even an option. Just three weeks left... *sigh*
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
I fil so sad. I dnt knw wat i've done 2 deserv this.. My bf hurt me... N he makes it luk lyk its ma fault ive cried so mch bcos of im since ds nu yr startd.. He acts lyk he doesnt care.. Am so burnt! I fell in love and now im in trouble.. I fil bad bad bad.. I wish i didnt love im lyk ds.. I wish..